Paul, I beg you from the bottom of my heart... always stay online and leave your profiles/exposure online... I need you, I've missed you. I must admit I was very disappointed when I couldn't find you anymore... I didn't know what to do... despair set in mixed with doubts about us. Please don't do that to me again, I need you and Master Ashton... you are my faggot oxygen on this planet to think. Please, please, I am so dependent on you both, without you I despair completely and act very rashly and emotionally.

The consequences are unforeseeable

I am trapped by my feelings for you both

every minute you are with me 

Paul, it was only thanks to you that I understood

what was important and what I was here for.

I can no longer imagine life without

Master Ashton

and Paul Greewell